Monday, May 29, 2006

Khush Kyun????


Khussi ka raaj puchtee ho ...
Jindgii ke andaaz puchte ho......
Main khussh huin kyunki aaj main, main huin... Uski yaad nahii...
Toote pyaar ki pahhriyaad nahii....
Khush huin yaron ke sang, barbbad nahii.....
Aur jab se hueyn hain unse ruksaat hum...
Suna hai ab woh bhi aabadd nahiii

Patthar dil to nahi na uske dard se anjaan huin...
Dewana hua to kya hua,yaron main bhi to inssan huin...
Berukhi kuch aisi ki jaane ko ho gya main majboor....
Puchta hai yaar meraa Deemag se to kar diya kya dil se kar sakoge usko door....
Huh duniya main koi kaam aasaan nahi hota...
Dard usko bhi jarorr hoga,koi bhagwaan nahi hota....

Vinni hates u!!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Maut Aur Jindagi


Jindagi maut se phir haari hai..
Har nek bande se isski yaari hai...
Ab to koi bhala manuss nazr aata to kehtein hain log..
Lagta hai iskii bhi maut ki dawat ki tayaari hai...

Dedicated to Late. Shree Pramod Mahajan May his soul rest in peace!!!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

A TRIP TO PACHMADHI










Here v are bak 4rm our trip,I guess the most special days…..it vil go down the memory highay.

V left Bhopal on 31st march..habibganj station..hum 5 pantar…vinni..nishu..sid..kunal..praveen…..without tikt..narmadda …sat neaar the toilet ..keeping a good account of no. of times people empty their bowels…coz v had blokd the way 2 heaven(toilet)….sat their chattin deciding rulz of the trip…which v nvr heard or followed…had foodin at itarsi…..then reached pipariya….

A taxi took us to our destination…chunmun hotel….thru dangerus and terrifyin terrains of panchmadhi….none of us kan exactly say hw much dngerus it vas..just bcoz v slept our way thru….haan and v fought a lot 4 only CD –MAN v had….
I wasn’t interstd coz I vas enjoyin the silence of the place….thinking nothing….
Reached hotel..at 6:00am…slept til 9/10am…then the blast began ..nothing yar morning schedule I say….

A open gypsy with v pantarss …..thru the mountains to dutches fall…800m below…no lift no stair….just go down ..hav faith in ur trekkin shoes and ofcurse the almighty….nishu experimentin with his flat footed boots was a pleasure watchin crawling down the terrain …..kunal had a bit more faith on the sayin “slow and steady wins the race” or might b at least completes the race alive!!!!
Evry 5 to 10 min. v use to hear a desperado sort of appeal to wait…no doubt v turned 2 c kunal..bt I must add that he has gr8 determination..as a result got thru….

Then as v reached god knws how many meters down…(I’m bit poor with datas….i remb kud smell the earth crust..so u kan imagine the down trek v had…. ) v experienced one of the most thrillin exp of our life….i forgot 2 tell ya that v met a bro sis combo …while trekkin down….so the fall was totally at our dispopsal….ypeeeeeeee……gr8 timin…..clothes disappeared leavin necessary bit of stuff…..splash….one by one….i guess praveen was the first one 2 get into the falll…and ofcurse the first one to kum out..poor chap….said water was 2 kool…ya water was kold bt still takin bath in the lap of nature …u just seem 2 enjoy……jumpin jack ofcurse me(vinni)climbed difficult terrains chaleengin my limits and u knw wat got thru evry task…..for the first time I was feelin proud of my flexi physique…pitty kunal..at first v feared that his one jump vud bring the whole lot of water out but it was ok ……v had our snaps as if v ver out for some beauty pageant…swim suit round….then praveen busy with his fag sittin outside..v had biscuit fight in water and competitons of holding breath in water…..nishu I guess was the bst in it…hffffffffffffffff…after bit of restin stuff climbin bak….made me belive that myself and kunal vud have easily got thru our SSB stuff….again readers hats off to kunal….v vented our frustration shoutin bak at our own echo and abusing few of our profeesors…readers kan try this u feel relaxd..v did…

Sight of our gypsy was similar kind of feelin which sindbad vud have felt seein land…..driver bhaiya drove us back…v had our lunch and guess WAT PUNTARS r charged for another fallllllllllllllllllll………….or may b down falll……

Bee fall:
Bee fall was nothing compared to dutches fall…v rached to c it crowded lik a public urinal during interval of a movie…newly married couples..uncle ji..aunty ji..kids..everywhere tryin 2 hav fun…v sighted a place and for first half hour just sat and watched …..then few of ver hesistant 2 go…yar a whole lot of public….myself ,nishu and praveen..clothes disappeared….splash..it was colder experince…then came nagar guess wat he was in his lowers….ha ha…kunal sat bak takin snaps….bt kudnt resist himself for long…..bigger splash..or may b bigeest splash..v had water boxin stuff..kunal collected few stones…..v got bak to our gypsy….and then v vent to the foolish land ha ha ha……..

SUN SET POINT: Road to sunset point gave us few pistrisque snaps….gr8 no regrets if land up in hell coz b had exp. the beauty of heaven….kumin to sunset point…people sittin together watchin the same daily sunset which they nvr earlier bothered to…..with their snap machine ready…..i just felt out of the bunch…I went near the railin the last point I guess btwn life and death…placin my bak 2 sun and observin janta..it was fun..then I started smthn I’m best at COMPLAININ….THAT ITS FUNNY..WATCHIN SUNSET WHICH V KUD C FROM BHOPAL…nishu kame forward and tried to shed off my misconception sayin that I wont unstnd that it was romantic place to be…I shd enjoy…I askd nishu hw do ya knw this stuff? Answer was he read read it in novels…..few minutes passed v started with absurd things takin binocular from kiddes and havin fun….thnx god sun set down..as v ver goin bak..nishu said yar I guess novels r sumtimes wrong….so boring it was…………………………….

Got bak to ur haotel…just 2 refresh ..and then v had 2 move 2 the market…v had our tea and biscuit…fun it was spoilin others tea by drownin the biscuit pretendin to dip….v moved to the market shoppin for keyrings,ornamental stuff etc..nagar was the most excited one here..getting one piece 4rm evry possible stuff, keeping us guessin that who is the unluky one on receiving side….nishu was lik one for mom one for sis..one for another sis sort of stuff…time to go bak 2 hotel..v hear a desperate appeal..no points for guessin tat it was kunal…he wanted 2 have omlet and cldrink kind of stuff….i just fired bak if u wish 2 go u may go by urself v all r movin to the hotel(point was tat v ver movin to the hotel for dinner )..i started movin others followed & I thout none of them wanted those stuff..bt later one by one startd cursin me…kunal threatened that if he didn’t get these stuff in hotel he vil crussify me…guess wat….no cld drink..no egg at hotel…..had our dineer..gr8 it was….

Vent bak in2 our room,b4 leavin Bhopal v had decided tat none of us vud sleep..bt as soon as v reached our room …nagar :early to bed early to rise stuff” slept…then it was praveen….hollow stuff….kunal with his cdman..v 2 puntars myself and nishu sharing a single bed shared some personal moments talking thru out the nimidnight..kunal got frustto and felt that our wishpherin was girly sort of stuff but v cntinud…..then v slept…..

Day1 kums 2 an end…..nxt day nagar shoutin at everyone lik get up..its too late..kumon…let me share a secret myself and nishu still fear that nagar went 2 the trip with (refrigeration and airconditionin )RAC book…coz he got up so early might b 2 revise his lessons….v all got ready 1 hr. late….first match btw India and pak was 2 b played..v vanted 2 have a look at the score….v vent downstairs and askd ver is the common T.V….then kame the turning point ..man replied tat TV was in our room…got it..v nvr knew tat v had rented a room which shd have a TV …bt it was missin…..manger vas kald ..got the TV in our room…..started with ypeeeeeeee sort of stuff in our jeep doin smthin v engineers r best at…makin fun of each other………………….

Sarfraj bhai,(dnt woryy no new entry i just rembred the name of the driver)…dropeed us to the startin point of our destination….
TAT WAS TO WALK UP THE MOUNTAINS APPROX. 1KM AND THEN JUST CLIMB UP 1500 STAIRS…..V KUD C THE MANDIR V VER 2 VISIT SOME WHER ON THIRD ON FOURTH MOUNTAIN….

V started ,the first hault was made at GUPT…..4GOT THE NAME..ACTUALLY ITS SAID THAT WHEN Bhasmashur was chasin bhagwan Shankar,for few days shankar ji was hiding here….natural beauty indeed…a narrow path…narrow lik u kant walk str8 into it..u just kant face forward and move…and its pitch dark..one way…only 6 persons were allowed at a time…otherwise it vud b blokd..feelin our way thru..v got in2 it…2 our surprise as reached near a bit wider portion a panditji was sittin there…2 giv us instructions…..it was really amaZing….
V kame bak and then stated the nvr ending expedition…miles and miles and miles..it was lik
Char I=distance;
for(I=0;I<=infinity;I++)
myself and Praveen,persons to have deepest possible faith in god decided not to take a single drop of water till v reach the temple……walkin vith ur throat cryin for water at mid noon time that 2 on the mountains…..and 2 add to these things our dear friends ver enjoin the nimbu pani sort of stuff available at evry possible stopp…..horrible isn’t it…v had few good snaps as v vent ahead……temple was lik u ask 4 smthin and if ya get that u kum bak with a trishul …u vont beliv ther ver thousands of trishuls there…..GOD REALLY EXISTS…myself,praveen and nagar reached there…kmpleted our prayers….had few snaps with the mighty trishuls….BUM BHOLE!!! PRAVEEN AND ME ofcurse dashed downstairs waitin for none for the desperate drop of water….our first drop of water at abt 2:30 /3:00 pm…after the expedition(repetition is made 2 acknledge our stramina)….v met nishu and kunal goin up…bt v ver in a hurry nothing to talk…as v ver enjoin the nimbu pani..a desperate sort of voice was again heard….yes u r write kunal again…4rm the tophill askin 4 the snap m/c which v had vith us..coz they wanted to have phottoo vith those mighty TRISHULS…bt it was blunder coz goin up 4 us was impossible and kumin down and then goin up 4 them was death….
nishu got frustrated:
1.kudnt get the snaps(he said he climbd uphill just for a snap with those TRISHULS not for the puja..)
2.ha ha monkeys snatched away his packet of biscuitssssssss……..

hhan I 4 got to teel ya ppl..most of the uphill myself and praveen ver together..and many a times I lookd bak 2 c praveen panting..kudnt undstnd that he seems to b much physically fit than me then hw kum???
He later kunfessed that it was just coz of his smoking……he lost his stamina….if u have ciggrate ,u vil definitely regret(original hai bhai)….i just continud vith the same enthu shoutin and talking anything absurd to myself..bcoz I guess the day I shut my mouth I’m gone…..v rached down hill godknows after hw many hrs.v ver the fastest among all the climbers 2 kumplete the lap…..and the youngest 2…

Then v stopeed at a point 2 c the valley seen..beautiful indeed….had our foodin…and left for JTASHANKAR….ACTULLY it’s a mandir built naturally without any human inter vention….idols have themselves popped out of the mountains..resembling..nandi,hanmuan ji,ganesha etc.actually guys shiv ji itold ya hid himself at the gupt…hhan then he kame out 4rm this place..as v reached down the cave near the main shivling…smthin flashed in2 my mind…oh god….biggest blunder…v 4 excpt nagr had non veg 4 lunch and nw v ver at the mandir….i just kudnt stand this feelin and hurried out..v also saw 2 of the stones used by nal and neel in ramyan..those stones ver kept in abucket floatin in water(beliv me folks)!………

V got bak..kunal wanted to boat arnd bt sarfraj bhai said that its nothing vn kumpared to our Bhopal lake so v dropeed the idea……vent bak to the market..it was shppin time 4 me ….i got few things…kame bak to our hotel 2 have dineer….

Our plan was 2 katch a train 2 bhopal at 1:00am so that v kan have nxt complete suday 2 our rest….then v realized that v had no means 2 go to station except booking a geep…so v decided that v vud go by the nxt bus early in the morning..(coz a delux bus 2 leave then)nagar set the alarm v all slept and slept and slept…..alarm ditched us or may nagar vas busy revisin RAC stuff…then v had 2 take an MPSRTC BUS WHICH SOUDED LIK HELL ON plain roads….gd knws y?v reached Bhopal at abt 2:00 pm….two of us at mp nagar and myself,praveen and kunal 2 heaven on earth(INDRAPURI YAR)…..

That’s the end folks….i guess thoda bdda ho gya bt I just kudnt resist…….

MOST SPORTIN MAN OF THE TRIP—VINEET KUMAR SINGH
SECOND MOST SPORTIN MAN OF THE TRIP—NISITH SHARMA
HOLLOW STUFF OF THE TRIP—PRAVEEN KUMAR
RED &WHITE BRAVERY AWARD---ROHIT KUNAL
BIG B OF THE TRIP—SIDDARTH NAGAR

These awards were awarded with the kunsensus of the whole bunch…so no kumplainin….ya don’t 4get to rpl hw the trip of PANCHMADI felt lik on MS-WD…

KEEP SMILIN…
Laut Aaya Humdum



Aaj phr hawa ka jhoka uski yaad sang laaya hai...
Aaj phr zahn main doondhla sa hi sahi ek saaya hai....
Ya khuda maut kubul karlunga....
Ab yeah na kehna ki mera humdum laut aaya hai.....
Doston ko Saallam!!!!!!!



Manzil nai ab nya hai raashta…..
Ummeed ki roshni bus jallaye chal….
Khusi se mil ,gum se daman churaye chal..
Tu registan main gul khila saktaa……..
Saamandar ki pyass bhuja sakta hai…

Jaana hi kahan tune apne aap ko
Samay ki ret par chhod chal apne chhap ko….
Tu alaag hai..sabse juda …albela saathi mera…

Yeh mushqilon ka daur kabhi to chhatega…
Yeh gum ka khaazana kabhi to gghaatega…..
Jaaroorat hai ki apne pe viswaas bnaaye rakkh…..
Umeedon ka diyaa jaallaye rakh………..

Ek din khussiyan teri aaghosh main hoongi….
Hum shhayad tabb tere saath na hoon…….
Lekin terre dil ki khusi..haansi ban ke hummare hothoon pe chha jaayegiii..
Do aansoon baaha lengge gar ter yaad aa jayegiiiiiiiiiiii…

Jinndagi chhaalne ka naam hai….
Dosstii purn nahii aardh viraam hai……(comma and fuulstop)
Isske aage jjaana hoga…..
Regisshtan maimn gul khiilaana hoga..
Gam me mushkkraana aur samaamndar ki pyyaas……….. buujhana
hoga……..
Unki Yaad Main


Yyar dukhi nahi preshaan huun…………
Bdaalte zzamane ko dekh haairan huun..
Pal bhar pehle jo appna tha ….
Pal bhar baad begaana nazr aata hai…
Subah ka accha bhalla banda shaam ko deewana nazr aata hai…………


Gumme judaai main jo behte hai aansunn……..
To huume paimaana nazr aata hai……………….
Shhaki ka ghar ho yah uski gaali…………
Huume to charon taraf maikhana nazr aata hai…………
Lagga karte thhhe jahan khusion ke meele,,,,,
Raat hotee hi wahan virrana nazr aata hai………..

Pehle jo taarraste thhe humaare mukhhre ke waste……….
Ab huumeee dekh bddal jaate hai unke raasteeeeeeeeeee………
Durriyan kucch iss kadar baadh gayeeeeeeeeee………
Hala halak ke neeche…….botal sar par chhadh gayeeeeeeeeee……..
Jab see thaama hai anggor ki beetin ka haath,,,,,,,,,,,,
Ghaar ko phhonka..duniya chhothi ..chhotha yaaron ka saathhhhhhhhhh…………

Jaane kaahan kho gya who roothne mannane ka silsila………
Waffaye ishq main bewaffai ka tohfa humme mila……..
Humne sochha ki hum to unko kabbka bhhoola chukke hain……..
Maggr yaaron who shhoroorre sharrab tha nssha tha……..
Hossh aaya to dil ne paaya…aaj bhi hum ussi modd par haiin wahi rooke hainn…


Aap btttayee ki karron?????
Unki yaadon ka daaman chhothaye nahii chhooothta……

Pyyalle jaammm bhi vinni chhah kar bhi nahi toota………..

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Ek Sawaal???



puchti hai woh mujhse ki mai aisa kyun karta huin......................
Tujhe khhone se darta huin...
Akeli rat main phir rone se darta huin...
Tu na samjhi hai kabhi na samjhegi....
Har pal har ghadii kiss kadar mai marta huin...
Chand pal bhhaterron(many) ne sath diya hoga tere....
Jindagi bhar saath dene ki khwaiish main krta huin....
Adhhori Kavita


Kavitaayein aj bhi adhuuri hain....
Waqt ka faisla kahein ya humari majboori hai....
Thak chukee kadam ab to...aye jindagi ab to btta de....Aur kitni dori hai...

Maana ek baar tera daaman thukrra chukee ham...
Issiki kya bataayein kis kadar saja paa chuke hum..
Aur aaj kiss mod pe laa diyaa tuunee...
Bhagte rahein jinse aj tak phir ussi se milwa diyaa tunee...
Dhoondhla hi sahi chehra to wahi hai....
Dar lagta hai kahin yeah uska humshaql to nahin hai...
Dheemi hi sah awazz main woh jaddu hai...
pagal to nahi...Magar jaane kyun dil aaj phir bekaabu haiiii.............
pagal vinni................

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

APNA PARAYA!!!

Chhot kuch aaissi hai ki viinni btta na saakaa….
Aur sathi mera itna door hai ki aasuin pochnee bhi aa na sakaa….

Tune haal pucchh liyaa kyya yeaah kam hai…..
Tera jaisa dost jisse ho usse kyaa gumm hai…..

Gum to yeah hai ki jissee dil lagayaa thaa…..
Apna samjh ke jisse jeete rahe who to sdaa se hi paraaya thaaa….
USKI TAQDEER

Sab chhod ke tujhse door chale jana hai....
Saath rehkar bhi kya khona kya pana hai...
Dost kehkar bulate ho kab dil se apna mana hai....
Aur saki aaj furshaat nahi mujhko uski doli uuthane jana hai...

Khat likh ke kah diya ki mujhe maaf krnaa...
Aap btao bewfa ke sath kya insaaf krna...
Tera ta ghar basaa hai mubarrak ho tujhee...
Yaadon ka karvaan innaam mila hai mujhee...
Seene se lga ke baitha uski tasveer....
Dard ki kalam aansuin ki sehhai se khuda ne likhi uski taqdeer.....
Paagal viinnniiiiiiiiiiiii

Khamosh tum khamosh hum;
Silsilay kai ayr waqt kum
Labzon ke hum mohtaz ho gayeeeeeeeeeee………….
Tere samne aate hi tujhme kho gaye….

Tu samjhta nahi ya samjhna nahi chahta ……….
Hum samjhte hain ..samjhna nahi chahte.
Jeendagi ke iss pdaoo main,,,
Haan pdaao hi kahhonga…
Akkhir kub tak is pdao pr rook sakoonga….
Aawarra..paggal..tanha… rahii hai, yeh yeh mera raashta…
Tu hai kaun tujhse kya waashta???????

Saath chalna aur saath nibhana…..
Hmmmmmmmm…
Kabhi nazdikk to kabhi door jana…
Roothna kabhi kabhi bewzah chillana…
Accha lagta haiiiiiiiiii…………..
Tera har sazzz saccha lagta haiiiiiiiiii…………..

Lekinnnnnnnn………….
Yeh kya ho ra raha hai…………
Dil phirrrrrrr ro raha haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii……..
Mere saare sawaalon ka jawab hai tuuu…………..
Meri kahani mere jeewan ki kitab hai tu……
Par nasamjh jan gya hai ki ek khwab hai tu………………..

Khawb ke sahare hi jee lega ………………………………..
Pagal haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Bewafa Jindagi


Chaha tha jisko woh bewafaai kar jaati hai.
Jindagi maut aur maut jindagi nazar aati hai...
Magrr maut tu bhi bewafai kar gayee..
Kya hua tujhko jo tu jindagi se dar gaye..
Daamne jindagi se kaatein ab chune nahi jate...
Aur woh kehta hain ki tere dar se kabhi laut ke nahi aate.
Kyun nahi le chalta ek baar iss jindagi se door...
Kyun aaj jindagi maut ke aage majboor...
Dard jindagi main hai maut main nahi...
Bebassi


Mai smjhta huin tujhe aur janta bhi huin....
Main chahta huin tujhe aur manta bhi huin....
Maine dekha hai teri ankhon main kuch baat juda si...
Mujhe kha si jaati hai...Yeah tera gum sum chehra,,yeah masum udaasi..
Teri har hansi har baat mai har raat sochta huin....
Kabhi din ke ujjale main kabhi khawbon khaylat sochta huin....
Aada to nahi kuch khas tujhme main...
Atkki si kyun paddi hai meri har saans tujhmeee....
Main jaanta huin tu bhi mujhe yaad karti hai...
Ek pal ko hi sahi mulaqat ki phariyya karti hai...
Sochta huin ud jauin tere sang kahin door bahut door.......
Magr halat,jindagi,ghar parivaar....kya karein hum majboor....
Woh khus hai humme yuin dekh karr.....ho rahaa usse apni khudai pe gurror
Dekhna hain kab tak rulata hai..kab tak hummare aansiun usse hain manjoor.......
Gumraah

Gumraah ho gya shayad main apne hi sahar main
Tanha ho gya hoon zindagi ke safar main
Chale to the karwan le ke…..yaadon ka sapno ka
Kuch prayon ka kuch apnon ka………….
Aaj na manzil nazar hai na hi rashta……
Ruh humari humi se puch rahi apna washta….
Hara to nahi isse har nahi keh sakte
Magar is ehsas ko sahyad ab nahi sah saktae
Chalne ki aadat hai mujhe ..phir aaj kyun rukne ka man karta hai…
Kissi ka intzaar shayad…ya kissi ka saath ….
Aaj tak to akela hi chala tha ..
Phir kyun…………kiisi ki umeed karta hain
Kisi ke intzar main aahein bharta hai……….
Pagal hun jo umeed lagay baitha hoon ...
Nakaam Muhabbat


Kismat nahi yeah humara faisla tha.....
Hum jo chahte thee jindagi se wahi humko mila thaa..
Gar ek baar mud ke dekh liya hota tune...
Phir kis baat ka vinni ko gilla thaa.....
Jaane kyun hum aapka dil chura na sake...
Likhe jo paigame dil tujh tak pahucha na sake...
Likhe jo khat tune usse hawa mai uda na sake...
Aur dil ka yeah hal kar diya ussne..
Shayad zindagi bhar kabhi hum mushqra na sake..